As I sit on a stand still plane waiting to take off (thanks
Orlando thunderstorms), I figured I would write my first blog post of the
summer. I’m going to try to do at least one post every week reflecting on what I learned that week about others, my God, and myself. Hopefully, you’ll stick along and join
me in this exciting time in my life!
These past few weeks have been incredibly hectic for me. I
was driving back and forth at least 3 times a week to teach dance in Blacksburg
while trying to prepare for CHWC. I stayed all last weekend in Blacksburg
preparing for recital with 9 ½ hour rehearsals and two show days. I wouldn’t change my life for the world, though, in fact, although
this week was hectic, it was one of the most rewarding weeks. I got to see
all of my students take the stage and take the stage myself for the first time
in almost 3 years (dancing still makes me whole).
I got stressed, though. Real stressed. I felt like I had no time to fully prepare myself for CHWC whether it be physically, mentally, or spiritually. But of course, I am surrounded by lovely amazing people who helped me stay level headed.
Thanks to my friends who went out of their way to come see
me this week or contact me to wish me good luck. Thanks to Spencer, who brought
me back down to Earth every time I got way more stressed than I should have (miss you already).
And thanks to my parents, who actively loved me like they always do by packing,
shopping, and helping me do everything possible to get ready; Ya’ll are my
rock and best friends!
I’m already learning so much. I’ve now been on a stand still
plane for 2 hours now (without food) and I think I’m already learning what this
summer is about. Trusting in Jesus and his plan. This sucks, honestly it does.
One of the most exciting days of my life and I’m sitting still with no idea as
to when I’ll be with the rest of my team. But I have no control and know that his plan is greater than mine.
Things will happen this summer that are 100% out of my
control, much like this, and I’m going to do my best to remain optimistic in the midst of those situations. Who
knows why I’m not in the air right now, but I know it’s for a reason, even if
it is just to teach me patience and trust for the next 5 weeks to come.
I’m still ecstatic beyond belief, though. I think arriving in
Orlando will be even more exciting for me now as I’ve waited longer than
expected for it. I just wish I wasn’t missing out on unlimited ice cream as
I’ve heard is being served…
So, bring it on Lord. I’m ready for all that you have to
teach me this summer. Even if it sometimes feels like I’m sitting on a stand
still plane with no ETA in sight.
PS: I ordered chex mix and a coke on the plane and the flight attendant didn't make me pay. She's an angel face! :P
